hatred is better than sympathy

Throughout  my life I have been gone through
the so called sympathetic emotions. Whether
it was a personal lose or during the time
of rejection by some people, it has been the same.
When you are young, you don't realise and start
thinking of them as well wisher or friend. But that
pachantantra story is correct, the time of crisis,
you see yourself alone. None, practically none
around you.  You then realise they were never
around you, you pretend  to tell your heart as
if they are there! Its completely my fault. I wish
it would  have been far better, having some true
hatred from some people; as in that case I wouldn't
have gone through such humiliation. I made fool
of myself again again. There is no way I can reboot
my memory or delete some parts of that. I have to
carry this baggage through out my life. The cost
of this is far more than thinkable as I lost the meaning
of word 'friend' or well wisher. When I think back, I can
see how I gave all my wishes for some friends and then
they never ever thought of that way and was always sympathetic.
Everyday I pray to delete those humiliation; may be
I would have felt blessed if I was gifted with hatred rather
than those humiliating sympathy.

दिलके जहाँ में ख्वाबोंके परिंदे अगर उड़ना चे तो उसे उड़ने  दो

kuchh chise budi adat ban jati hai,
aur use jindegibhar dhona padta hai.
akhirkar hum adatse majbur hai. 

If something happens to you once, it might not happen again;
but if it happens twice then it will happen again.
 

किसी ना किसीके बिना चलनेका नामही जिंदगी है

Pappu Can't dance sala

Its a amazing "Sourabh Shukla movie" with very good
kailash kher song. I love Vinay pathak in almost
all his movies but this time I really liked Neha dhupia's
act. She started it from "ek chalis ka last local" but this
time she is too good. The story and small cameo but Nasir
sahab with some beautiful dialogue made it a perfect creation.
The only thing that did not suit is the title "Pappu Can't dance sala"
as it does not tell anything! Given a choice I would have named it
like "Do Jindagi" or "ek nadi do par" :D

नींदहितो है !
जरुरी नहीं की हर रात आयेगी.

माना की बों बड़े आदमी हैं,
जरुरी नहीं की बड़े आदमी की सारी सही हो!

मनके सारे दर्द बांटे नहीं जाते
कुछ घओंकी तिस अकेलिही सहनी पड़ती है.