Last night I dreamt a dream or nightmare, I don't
really know. I was walking to an unknown hill
around a completely unknown valley. It was going
to dark dark slowly, I was loosing my vision.
At one point there was nothing, I lost my vision
completely. I thought, it was a graveyard and I
am dead or going to die. I got a phone call
from my mother. I told her that I am dieing or
in a graveyard. Then suddenly, I got back some vision
as you adjust in darkness. I saw probably that was
a university; thought can't really say as I woke up.

dead or live
will be dead.
waiting for
sleep.

jab bina shyam huye shyam aye
ja bina chahtebhi chah jayein
jab bina man kiyebhi man karein
jab bina shoche bhi shochna pade

ye duniye tab tui chahkebhi kyun bandh na hoye?

थकचूका हूँ में

  बहत थक चूका

एइसे अगर मर पता तो

जिंदगी हो जाती फंना 

दफन हो जाये सब कुछ 

मुझे और जीना नहीं है 

थक गया हूँ में 

हर एक दिन के साथ 

मरते मरते थक चूका हूँ में

बस अब मरना चाहता हूँ में

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