Its not September

Not long time back one my friend whom with I almost
share the horrific Birthday; cried over the fact of being born
in September. That person was also going through the
trauma that I suffered and still suffer; the trauma of
being crashed and lost your own dream for which you have
promised to leave everything. I got afraid, thinking about the
fact that might be its the September which is ruining our
all the dreams. But, after many years I felt really happy,
when I got to know that the person actually achieved it,
which I could not. The birth-shake will not be a story now.
I was happy and am happy but could not express how to celebrate
it as nobody will understand the burden that I was carrying.
I'm glad that its not September.

River at night

was passing by the unknown street
saw this ..
reminds me the old good friend whom I lost
it feels like now the stream at night.
It flows in the darkness of night hiding
from everybody, but still flows.
The hope sometimes rises like full moon.
It fasts at the new-moon praying for another full-moon.

It reminds me the smell of the flower which I
used to pick in my school way..

It feels like the childish  dream those are crushed..

It reminds me the innocent smile of mine ..

The nonsense sought or thought that used to
make laugh everybody...
All that gone with wind, sweeping all the
light..

So it flows at night hiding from everybody,
hiding from all the missing links  ...


Afraid

Aye Khuda

Aye Khuda Mujhko bata
Tu Rehta Kahan Kya Tera pata
Hum to yahan pe Musafir hai
Jo Dhundhe Apni Manzil ka Pata

Aye Khuda Mujhko bata
Tu Rehta Kahan Kya Tera pata~pata
Hum to yahan pe Musafir hai
Jo Dhundhe Apni Manzil ka Pata


Yaara Teri Yaad Aati hai
Jaan Meri Jaan Jati hai
Tanhayion mein rehta hoon
Khud Se hi aksar yeh kehta hoon
Lyricsmasti.com
Kyun Tune Dil Toda
Kyun tune yun chhoda
Kyun tera ab bhi rahe dil ko Intezaar
Kyun Chali Aati hai
Kyun Tadpati hai
Kyun Hoon abb bhi mein yun bekaakaar


Aye Khuda Mujhko bata
Tu Rehta Kahan Kya Tera pata
Hum to yahan pe Musafir hai
Jo Dhundhe Apni Manzil ka Pata

Fasle han magar
Phir bhi tu door nahi
Mana ki Hum to hai
Par tu majboor nahi

Har lambah mujhko yeh tadpati
Jaan meri jaan jati
Tanhayion mein rehta hoon
Khud Se hi aksar yeh kehta hoon
Lyricsmasti.com
Kyun Tune Dil Toda
Kyun tune yun chhoda
Kyun tera ab bhi rahe dil ko Intezaar
Kyun Chali Aati hai
Kyun Tadpati hai
Kyun Hoon abb bhi mein yun bekaakaar


Aye Khuda Mujhko bata
Tu Rehta Kahan Kya Tera pata
Hum to yahan pe Musafir hai
Jo Dhundhe Apni Manzil ka Pataa

Yaara Teri Yaad Aati hai
Jaan Meri Jaan Jati hai
Tanhayion mein rehta hoon
Khud Se hi aksar yeh kehta hoon
Lyricsmasti.com
Kyun Tune Dil Toda
Kyun tune yun chhoda
Kyun tera ab bhi rahe dil ko Intezaar
Kyun Chali Aati hai
Kyun Tadpati hai
Kyun Hoon abb bhi mein yun bekaakaar
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bC4mYk_K0XU&feature=grec_index 

 जब सर्द हवा चलती है तो पुराने जखम ताज़ा हो जाती है

      মানুষ মরে ভূত হই, আর ভূত মরে কি হই?

Just came across this

"इन्द्रधनुष देखना है तो एह बरिश्भी वर्दास्त करनी पड़ेगी"

I went to bed, pray to God and wished for
the last sleep, tear came out. I woke up,
saw my wish is not fulfilled. Hope and
pray this will be last night.