I don't know for last few months it has been a
thought which is endless...
I never thought losing all my dreams one day..
I tried but only tried. I lost too many down the line..
I am not a mood to further continue in this journey..
"daard me bhi yeeh lamhe mushkura jaate hain..
beete lamhe mujhe yaad aantei haain.."
I often ask myself why it has been so painful?
I am fed up of acting in this life. I wanted to shout
in the open sky and run with endless dream and dream
... often see tendulkar saying living dream ..
I used to relish that but all fell into a wrong note
when and how don't know..
I changed my lingo from from by school to that place ..
I used to enjoy every bit of my life..
I never thought I would be lifeless and still living ..
Oh GOD now I believe you and so I pray for my
journey to come to and end soon. I can not bear it
anymore..
Sometime I cry but no tear comes out, I feel like
it has all been dried up...
I haven't laugh for year ... may be I have done with
it..
"aaj bhi oh manjar najar aantei hain
dil ki birani ko mita jatein hain.."
